Originally Posted by chubbybastard (Post 22705811)

More like financial ruin. That's why I pulled myself out after month 4 of absolute heavenly bliss and force myself to come back to Singapore and face reality. Because I know if I continue down this rabbit hole to hell, in the next 24 months I'll exhaust all of my $200k savings. And then I'll be forced to sell my flat and its a matter of time I'll end up broke, alone and living on the streets. But I'll be a happy and satisfied broke ass bastard having savoured life to its fullest living my lifetime fantasies.

But I choose being an old, miserable, jobless and lonely bastard but not yet completely broke and still have a flat to live in, in Singapore.

Don't know which is worse....

Originally Posted by chubbybastard (Post 22723098)

I always remembered this particular daring act she did. It was etched in my mind and it was one of the best exhibitionism i experienced

It was evening time around 5 or 6pm. We were heading somewhere (can't remember for what) and we need to walk across a small park in Bangkok. She was wearing a short pink dress. Those type that barely covered her ass. No bra, no panties of course. Full commando.

Anyway as we were walking across this park, it was quiet with not many people but there were 3 or 4 Thai school boys in uniform probably around 16 or 17 years old sitting on a park bench in front of us talking to each other and I noticed them constantly gwaking at my girl.

I told my girl to give them something to remember. As we were walking towards and past them, my girl lifted up her dress to reveal her juicy bubble butt and clean shaven pussy in all its glory in front of the school boys. She has a smoking hot tight and tonned body.

Damn, you should have seem the look on those school boys faces. Their jaw literally dropped to the floor. I still remember the look on their faces. All of them stared with mouth wide open for like a good 2-3 mins before we walked past. It turns me on so much that I remembered fucking her in the toilet when we reached our destination. And this coming from me who don't enjoy penetrative sex as much these days much less in a public toilet! Shot quite abit into her pussy as well. She was literally walking around with no panties and cum in her pussy after that. The thought of that also turns me on so much

I still keep thinking about it today. Those boys might have had the greatest day and experience of their lifetime, something i only wish i had at their age. :)

Originally Posted by chubbybastard (Post 22723046)

Total 4 months including airbnb rental, utilities, her "allowance", shopping, buying stuff for her, holidays with her, etc close to $40k. Or about $10k p.m. :(

Originally Posted by CookCrew (Post 22740905)

Sounds like you can speak a decent level of thai to live there for 4 months, why not use your free time to master and turn it into a professional language skill, can open up more job opportunities in bangkok..

Originally Posted by XclusivE (Post 22747692)

If u can afford it, then go for it since u only lived once.
How many ppl can really live happy?

But if u need to struggle for money to feed that addiction, then its best to try get out of it.
Coz eventually if u realise u are in deep debt or deep hole in the pocket and u have nothing, the girl might not stay with u still and u will lose everything.

Originally Posted by East (Post 22746611)

That's quite a big chunk of change, including living expenses.

Bro, hope you are keeping yourself busy and doing better now.

Originally Posted by chubbybastard (Post 22749532)

Thanks. Keeping busy by applying jobs, cleaning up the flat, watching porn, pcc and occasionally heading down to geylang to release....:(

Originally Posted by benjm85 (Post 22750170)

Bro your situation is not bad la considered you still have some savings, is single and not much family commitment, and have a flat that you can rely on for income.
I would suggest rent out your empty rooms for income, and do some part time work, cos full time job not so easy to take leave. Then u can still go thailand and enjoy.

Originally Posted by chubbybastard (Post 22762519)

I considered renting out rooms but I have OCD and find it hard to live with others. I am delivering grab food now. Not much but enough to cover cai png lunch and dinner.

Now need a way to find some substantial money to go back Thailand

Originally Posted by norib (Post 22784661)

to be honest 2k a month not much at all for sugar baby especially if she giving such good service. because my ML wanted 4k a month to be exclusive lol hahaha. maybe if I can upgrade my income to 10K or more a month I will try it for a while.

If I was in your position, just rent out flat, meet a normal girl (not in sex industry) then live in isaan. can rent house and land there for like 300/month.

Originally Posted by chubbybastard (Post 22797528)

I can't live with others. I have OCD. That's why as much as I want to rent out my rooms I can't coz I know I'll be the landlord from hell most likely will appear on ST.

Also I don't even know what normal means anymore. To me exhibitionism, flashing, public nudity, BDSM, master slave relationship is normal. I don't think its normal to others