Originally Posted by Gorillazx1000 (Post 22463811)

I think you are like me. Always shows a strong front and suffers alone.
Instead of drinking to numb, do something more positive. Exercise or do something which you longed want to. Then we tackle the problem.
It is always not easy but we have to go thru. It is part n parcel of life.

Originally Posted by Ladyrain (Post 22387713)

To everyone who have helped in in a way I just want to say a big thank you.
I appreciate the help given. And I remember you.
I believe someone of higher being will reward you some way or another some day.
If I have offended you in some way or another, I just want to say I'm sorry.
I'll like to believe I've fought a great battle with all my might and with everything I've got.
There are alot of hurt and pain going on and I tried to heal within for years and still couldn't.
There were many wounds unsaid and untold deep inside, I couldn't heal at all despite trying very hard.

I'm exhausted. And all I want is to be able to rest well and not have to worry anymore. The stress is too much to bear.
Sincerely LD.

Originally Posted by Ladyrain (Post 22387713)

To everyone who have helped in in a way I just want to say a big thank you.
I appreciate the help given. And I remember you.
I believe someone of higher being will reward you some way or another some day.
If I have offended you in some way or another, I just want to say I'm sorry.
I'll like to believe I've fought a great battle with all my might and with everything I've got.
There are alot of hurt and pain going on and I tried to heal within for years and still couldn't.
There were many wounds unsaid and untold deep inside, I couldn't heal at all despite trying very hard.

I'm exhausted. And all I want is to be able to rest well and not have to worry anymore. The stress is too much to bear.
Sincerely LD.

Originally Posted by Gorillazx1000 (Post 22463811)

I think you are like me. Always shows a strong front and suffers alone.
Instead of drinking to numb, do something more positive. Exercise or do something which you longed want to. Then we tackle the problem.
It is always not easy but we have to go thru. It is part n parcel of life.

Originally Posted by Ladyrain (Post 22552754)

I miss you so much, *****.
I'm sorry for being the ******** you would probably rather not have.
I tried. But the agony and pain, wouldn't go away.
The survival mode memories..
Those are all I have about us..
I wish so much that you're still around.
I want to tell you despite all, I'm still your little girl.
I really really miss you so so much.

Originally Posted by peanodood1337 (Post 22561501)

Its been over 10 years since you started this thread. I hope things get better for you sooner rather than later.

Originally Posted by Ladyrain (Post 7390940)

听你说什么我都很快乐
接近你连影子都微笑着
几千只纸鹤你都耐心地陪着我折
却怎么都折不掉那道无形的隔阂
越懂你陪着你就越寂寞
灵魂那么美我却碰不得
感觉再炽热也不能让飞蛾去扑火
靠近你的梦难道就能不是我
好朋友只是朋友 还是朋友
不能够占有
好朋友疯狂以后
就一个人走 无所求
好朋友只是朋友
只能保留 一点点温柔
我知道什么时候回头
不打扰你的自由

认识你也许我就足够了
缘分的神奇我都不管了
可能你感动也看不见我心如刀割
哪怕很痛过 至少就不算错过
好朋友只是朋友 还是朋友
不能够占有
好朋友疯狂以后 就一个人走
无所求
好朋友只是朋友
只能保留 一点点温柔
我知道什么时候回头
不打扰你的自由
爱人不是最好的朋友
朋友再好也不能牵手
感情在天平两头 谁都怕太沉重
好朋友只是朋友 还是朋友
不能够占有
好朋友疯狂以后 还是一个人走
无所求
好朋友只是朋友
只能保留 一点点温柔
我知道什么时候回头
不打扰你的自由