How much is too much?
Bros, lets think this way.
Most of these women are here to make a living.
They are here to earn money...
Not to make boyfriends.
Even though I know this, full and well, I still plunged head-in.
First I met a PRC at ChengDu/City Palace after going there for drinks.
It was her first month there, I believe, according to everyone she's on her way to learning the ways of survival.
It was a sad night, without many customers to enjoy their collaborated performance. Towards the end she was the only one left without the flowers, as all other girls had went back on stage (only allowed if you received flowers). I went out for a smoke, and yeah, gave her the flower she needed.
At first she seemed desperate, but now I think about it, she just wants to convince me that she's different, she's new, unaccustomed, unfamiliar, and really needed help!
All the signs were glaring, right in my eyes, red-code, red-alert, all the flashing signs were ignored by my ignorance and inexperience... I tested her a little, and suddenly she stopped responding.
After a sad ending, where I started to realize I'm wasting my time, I decided to iron my heart and just... forget about her.
Met a gorgeous one at Club Paragon not too long ago, I guess it was my fault, too quick to fall for her charms, too easily tricked, and perhaps simply too desperate that I fell for her so hard way too quickly.
Long story short, no response, dead-line, gave her a present on her last day at Paragon, and... good-bye.
A peaceful goodbye as she returns to Taiwan.
Why am I sharing all these? Simple.
I just want the experience. Once in a lifetime.
I have NEVER spent so much money.
In fact, due to my situation, I lived a simple life, saving up while I could.
I was driven mad by various things, I was driven by my emotions of desperation, loneliness, perhaps a tinge of craziness?
But hey, after all these ended...
A sense of relief came to me.
Gratitude for the friend that brought me around drinking, accompanying me after he realized I was crazy enough to drink alone.
Perhaps sense of achievement for enjoying life for 6 days straight of drinking.
While I am pretty much broke now, I'm no longer sad, I have enjoyed what I was looking for.
Experience.