Just to share some of my story here. I have been dating my gf (now my wife) for 8 years and she don't allow me to have sex with her and the best i got is just a hj. So i was thinking maybe due to her religion she wanted to have it after marriage so i just have to agree with her. After ROM only we started to have sex. At first it's quite often maybe because it's still fresh but from time to time it's like she just do it for the sake of letting me to release, sexual life became boring and she will never wanted to try new things. after our 1st kid it's getting less almost to once a month yet everytime i'm the 1 who initiate it. and that time is where so happen i have an affair and she found out, so we are in the edge of divorcing and after 2 years we are able to get through it and now after the second kids it's even worst. My wife has been rejecting me for 4 months and there is 1 time when i try to initiate it but in the middle of kissing i don't get any response from her so i stop it but she scolded me why i always do half way and stop. Since then i really giving up in trying and i just eat outside(commercial type). I just fuck, pay and go. I still have guilt in me but still i have my needs to be fulfill.
Well to the bro out there where their gf doesn't allow them to do it.. i think you better think twice to prevent any sexual frustration in future just like me and ended up having affair yet get caught.
