Originally Posted by putanginamall
yeah, i guess you are right, this is what you guys called, use wrong head to think. god only gave enough blood to flow to one of the 2 heads.
some bros here pm me with advice, really appreciate it.
anyway, since no one flame me or give me negative insults. i share my ordeal here then. hope you guys don't mind.
so this girl was petite and cute. on chat, she already flirting like gf. when met up, she already hug, hold hands etc, talking about things that gf will talk about. so i can see she is those looking love kind, so i don't wanna feel like i use her, so i nice guy lor.
the good thing bout her is has NO OFF day at all. what happen is she need to accompany a wheelchair bound person person to do physio at hospital twice a week. so she has like 1.5 hrs free time.
then the bros here pm me solid advice, tell me how to be more brave. so i just say fuck it, act more man, act more brave, act more alpha.
so that fateful day i just ask her sit closer, she start hugging touching, she tell me she 2 years no sex. i decided to find a car park. she say she wants to try blowing me because she never did it before. so thats when the blood stopped flowing to my big head. she just pull down her panties and mounted me, i tried to open condom, but she was so impatient she just ride me, i was so fucking stunned, i honestly regret it so much. within minutes only i just shot inside her. the retarded thing about me is that i cum buckets, especially when last night i just DIY, somehow my retarded body will replenish faster and more the next day. so i just came so much that it fucking leak out of her pussy. she fucking use all her strength to cling on to me and force ride me more and continue to milk more out. how the fuck can any man stop that, i felt being used. she fucking kept riding for a minute.
finally, blood was allowed to go back to my big head. then the fucking motherload hit me. fuck my life, what the fuck just happen? i almost cried as i send her back to the hospital. i ask her how now? how to stop it, she say got baby, she will just go back Indonesia and raise it. I literally tremble on the spot. she can see i am traumatized. i ask her go see doctor get some pills. she say she do it in 2 days times. she tell me not to worry, she will drink 2 cans of soda. i ask her what the fuck can that help. she say she see tiktok say the soda will stop pregnancy. i felt like ending my life just then. i ask her when her period last started, she say 24 sept. i enter onto online calculator and they say the ovulation ends 10th. since we did on 11th, there is still a chance pregnancy can happen. the best part, pills don't do anything after the ovulation.
my whole life flashed before my eyes. whole day cannot do anything. i cannot cannot cannot have her be pregnant. my life will end if it happens.
i am sharing my embarrassing event to warn others here. don't make my mistake, fucking use a fucking condom. now its going to be 2 weeks of hell for me, just waiting for the news, if she really pregnant, i think i am done.
can i ask the bros here, if she still continue to have normal period in the next 2 weeks, i am safe right? if she miss the next one, i am dead right?
side story, i grew a pair of balls after taking solid advice from some bros. thanks. i just became more audacious with with my chats with the other girls. it was a surprising thing. somehow, my mr good guy image actually worked wonders instead. i just say fuck it, and talk to them directly, cleverly steering the chat to more steamy. i was quite shocked, 4 of them actually end up being so dirty minded, they literally send me nudes, sexting me whole night, they say they actually got turned on by my nice guy persona during the first meet, they said they wanted to dominate me blah blah blah. so i guess, there is a silver lining after all. i leave the other stories to next time. now i just wanna pull through this ordeal.
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