Dear Issie,
I'm an armchair general w/ very little practical field experience in this game as my first ever BY was consummated less than 4 months ago.
Despite all my posts on my so-called strategies n bravado n FRs on a few pieces of rented furniture, I was literally an infant until days ago. Now I'm proud to be a Toddler Todd, hehehe. I realize it's better to learn to stand up first. Once I can stand up firmly w/o support, I'll try to walk, one step at a time, before I start running. Otherwise, I'm liable to fall n get hurt badly. Building a very strong foundation is vital.
I'm working diligently to improve myself..starting from my inner world n my INNER PURPOSE...
Like they say, "It's not where you start - it's where you finish that counts."
I'll try to enjoy the journey w/ playfulness n emotional detachment, paying no attention to the outcome.
I also like to thank u for sharing a gal's perspective on the formidable techniques of Male Dominance. This "device" as outlined by Mr. Austin may be a lot more powerful than u could ever imagined.

You may hv only encountered the most powerful, yet conventional TNT n not the real "nuclear device."
Still like to meet u in person n say hello.
Regards n hv a good day!!