[JaViEr84]

bro depthrai , what u say makes sense .. anyway my mom taught me none of that as i am not close to my mom at all to discuss these issues.. i just feel that i can't hurt a gal i like in my heart that what i tink.. And yes i had told her that i am serious with her and even when she noes my parents do not like vietnamese , she is willing agree to be my gf.. she had told her parents siblings friends all about me and even wanted me to meet her siblings in hcm but air ticket to expensive for oct.. thats y cancel.. also say want to go to bangkok with me in dec for holiday when i ask her , want me to go attend a m'sia wedding of her supervisor say she not sure want to go or not but if i go she will want to go as her sup knows of me and want her to bring me along cos i always around her workplace (send her to work) .. thats y i am so smitten by her i tink.. cos i tot i finally found a girl who really loves me even i am not rich and not after any purpose to be together with me...not like my ex after s pass and pr..

anyway if this relationship really cannot makeup or workout , i tink i will not go into another one for yrs till i tink i am financially stable and smart enough to handle another gal , which i tink high chance is another viet gal cos so far only viet gals can stir my heart (might b a curse i tink) althouhg i had met some other gals for dinner all these , my current one is the 4th i met online and have dinner and is the only one who cause my heart to stir after a few meeting ups in a few days..(she also want to see me that time not only me everyday altohugh i havent jio her to b my gf)